Things I’m Afraid To Tell You

So I saw this on Caitlin’s blog and I figured that I would join the bandwagon … :)

  1. I feel like I will never grow up.  I feel like I am always striving and I will never be complete.  I guess that’s a part of growing up.
  2. I have lost you; I feel like I am nothing special as a friend.  I am working through that; I guess that’s a part of growing up, too.
  3. I feel like I am socially awkward and behind everyone else.  I feel like I am going to finish dead last.
  4. I am glad that I have realized that writing is something that I want to do.  I stepped away and thought I wanted to be a counselor, but I feel that I have lost so much time.  But I am not going to worry – it’ll work out, right?
  5. Blogging has always been fun for me and I am super stoked that there are now paid opportunities.
  6. I hate that I have to pay because other people are not strong emotionally.  It’s kind of annoying.
  7. I am never satisfied … I always have to add one more thing to juggle.
  8. I am always comparing myself to other people.  She has better hair than me.  I am smarter than her.  Etc, etc, etc.  I just need to be content and happy with myself, but I don’t think that’ll be happening any time soon.
I can’t think of anything else to expose.  I feel emotionally naked.  But I will play through!  :)

What’s your list?

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